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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Lost

Since I've gotten back to school I've struggled so much.
I don't want to be here, it feels like others don't want me here and I am just so lost that I really have no idea what to do, where to turn, or anything.
I'm so tired of beating myself against a stone wall, but I don't know how to stop.
I'm tired of talking to an invisible man, and feeling like my prayers bounce off the wall back at me.
I'm tired of waiting for spring.

2 Comments:

At January 25, 2006, Blogger mayglitch said...

Oh Christa!!!!
I'm so sorry you're going through this. The desert sucks doesn't it? (pardon the lingo) I wish I could do more for you than pray and send you BIG ((((HUGS!!))) and tell you that I know you will find your way back to your daddy's arms!
Barb.

 
At January 26, 2006, Blogger Christa said...

Thanks Barb! I really appriciate it!

 

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