Not Quite How We Thought

I want to post something that is close to my heart but right now I'm not sure what is there. I feel so alive but at the same time I feel so dead. I don't know how to explain it, I am seeking God and I want Him, yet I am not seeking Him and I am very lazy.

God this is so good yet so hard and so lovely. Bittersweet.

Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ. Gal 1:10

Help me Lord to seek you, help me to look past what I see, and fix my eyes on things unseen.

posted by Christa @ 12:38 PM