Not Quite How We Thought

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

How many times will I come to this place, realizing my complacency? Do I care enough to stand up and fight for myself or will I forever half heartedly stagger toward what my heart cries for? Will I one day stand up and run forward, or will I forever be shot with the piercing lies of inferiority that could so easily could be stopped by the shield that I pointlessly hold at my side? I am here again Lord, and I wonder, if I cry to you will I get up? Do I really mean this or do I just laze around talking? What good is faith without action? Oh Lord I am unclean, lift me up, walk with me and hold my hand. My desire is for you. My desire is to seek you all the days of my life. You are the one my heart longs for.

6 Comments:

At October 16, 2005, Chaquita said...: Love ya, Chris. hope you're having super fun times in Langly!
At October 21, 2005, Miss.Jodi said...: LOVE YA CHRISTA
At October 23, 2005, Anonymous said...: These longings will be fulfilled by the one whom you cry out to...as you delight yourself in him. These longings have their origin in HIS heart, and not your own. 1 Jn 4ish says we love because he first loved us. Receive, right NOW, from the hand of the father the very things you cry out for.
I'm am blessed to have a friend in you, Christa!
-jeF
At October 23, 2005, Anonymous said...: also, I really enjoyed your poem about langley!
haha!
-jeF
At November 03, 2005, *Keather* said...: Hey Christa!!
wahh! I miss you!
E-mail me! Cause i miss you!
Did i mension i miss you.
At November 06, 2005, thePERFECTIONofFRAILTY said...: hey christa
i miss you
i saw you at church today (nov. 6) but i didn't get to say hi cuz you left
how are you?
what's new?
let me know some time
i love you and miss you very much
hang in there

Not Quite How We Thought

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

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