Not what I thought
This is not how I pictured it. I did all the right things. I smiled, I prayed, I packed, I did what was right. Had I forgotten what You spoke so clearly on that sunny spring day? You said "It's time for you to stop doing and start being".
I did not understand; I wanted to know what I had to do, but now I see the rebellion in my heart. I did everything you said, but my heart screamed no; others thought I was running away and yet I pressed on - doing what I knew was right, yet my heart cried why; I called it obedience, but my heart would not turn to you and look you in the eye.
I hear you call my name, you told me that you want my heart and not my sacrifices. You want me not my actions. This Lord I will try to bring, I find it's not easy. So could you help me to the place you long for me to be?
And He set me on fire, and I am burning alive.With His breath in my lungs I am coming undone.And I cannot hold it in and remain composed.Love's taken over me and so I propose the letting myself go. I am letting myself go.
You are my joy
You are my joy
You are my joy
You are my joy
(You are my Joy - David Crowder)
posted by Christa @ 4:52 PM
5 Comments:
You are awesome girl!
Bless.
You know what Christa? I've been learning something along similar lines. We should chat. :) ps... you are super cool!
awwwwwwwwwww sweet!
I miss you!
hey, did you ever do that project thing, where you had that footage of me dancing?
see ya love!
Hey Christa!
Just checkin' in to say hi, and that I think you are an amazing woman of God. Know that it is the Spirit of God within you that causes you to will and to act according to his good purposes. And they are GOOD, and they are PURPOSES. He wants you as is, and he makes you into what will be. But you will always be his daughter. You will always be his beloved. Keep it real, yo!
-jeF
I hear I get to see you SUnday.
Yay for me!
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