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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

A Lament...

I am a stranger walking these streets.
I feel unknown in a known place.
A cold, wet fog surrounds me like a storm at sea in the middle of the night.
I cannot escape this uncomfortable awkward feeling looming over me.
I do not want this, I want to embrace something and make it mine, but how can a stranger do that?
I want to dance on the sea shore in the warm sun during summer.
Jesus where are you now? Where do I go from here? I want the things you’ve promised me.
I am beginning to realize that I need to fight for the things that are mine. It seems as though I always choose the wrong battle.
Why can I not call what is not as though it was? Why are my eyes so fixed on what they see?
I feel as though I am haunting a former life; how can I be at rest?
Where can I belong? Where can I be accepted for who I am, who I was and who I want to become?

2 Comments:

At May 09, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

CHRISTA
I AM HERE, I AM LEAVING TOMORROW (WEDNESDAY) CALL ME AND WE WILL HAVE COFFEE BEFORE I GO. NOW!!!
LOVE KATE

 
At May 13, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey dingo, whats up? I don't have your e mail, cause I have a lot of old addy's but not the present one I don't think. E mail me and tell me whats new? Are you coming to the ladies thinger at Victory? If you are I will see you there. E mail me ok? or call me :) 572.7664
love you!

 

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