I feel as though I've been here before
Lord I do not know how
to receive your love
that seeps in all the broken,
cracked places of my soul,
to heal my wounds,
bind my heart
and make me whole
Lost
Since I've gotten back to school I've struggled so much.
I don't want to be here, it feels like others don't want me here and I am just so lost that I really have no idea what to do, where to turn, or anything.
I'm so tired of beating myself against a stone wall, but I don't know how to stop.
I'm tired of talking to an invisible man, and feeling like my prayers bounce off the wall back at me.
I'm tired of waiting for spring.
