I want to speak but I am afraid someone would hear
I want to live but I do not know what life is
I want to laugh but I am afraid it might echo
I want to die but I am afraid I many never live
I want to stop dead in my tracks, I want to run forever
I want to look but I am afraid I might find
I want to search but I am afraid I might be found
I want to learn but I am afraid that I might forget
I want to win but I am afraid of expectation
I want to speak but I have no words to say
I want to express but I have no way
I want to love but I do not know how
I want life
I so desperately want life but I hate it, I envy it, I am frustrated by it, I need it, I love it, I strive for it
Healer heal me
Savior save me
Maker change me
Lover love me
Cuz I'm so tired of living for
The kind of love
That only lasts for a while
The pain, the shame
Tear me up inside
So I fall on my knees
To get back on my feet again
And I cry out for You
Would You please speak to me
Cuz I'm so tired of living for
The kind of love
That only comes and goes
But Your love
Your love lasts forever
I fall on my knees
To get back on my feet again
And I run hard for You
To enter Your rest
"Healer" by Ten Shekel Shirt
Daddy you are the only one who can deliver me from all my fear, all my pain, all my sorrow; no other will do. No other will satisfy my hungry soul for they are mere men, as am I. Daddy, we all need you, like a fish needs water Daddy we must have you. Apart from you we simply are not. Come to us like cool summer rain, sooth our parched souls. Come to us like a hunter and capture our tired hearts. Come to us like a warrior and set us free. Come to us while we are as we are and let us see you for who you really are.
I know my Redeemer lives. I know my Lover is in love. I know my Warrior is at war. I know my Saviour has saved me. I know my Friend hears me when I speak.Let it go from my head and into my heart.
posted by Christa @ 11:55 PM
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